The very first overtly kinky thing I asked a guy to do was to hit me across the face while we were fucking. And then I asked him to do it again, but harder. And again. I was 19.
He didn’t like hitting me. He said he loved me (yay) and hated hurting me (boo). So I started looking for someone to love both me and my pain.
This GIF is for the guy who loves me til his heart breaks open, and gets hard watching me cry. Who likes me messy and covered in the thick stuff you can only get from gagging on cock, and who takes me out to dinner after, unshowered, covered in spit and sweat and come. Who hits me hard, and doesn’t stop when I cry or beg or say it hurts and I’m sorry.
I love you, daddy.
(Source: doublefuckedbytwoblackstuds, via downherthroat)
